at once with your oddness you enlighten my slow unnurtured brain

I think I must be interacting with human beings more often this year than in the past
I think that's a good explanation for this second cold of the winter
when I don't usually get sick at all
unless it's some sort of fallout from my less-sleep/high-energy mode for the last few weeks

m00ngirl needed coffee and we got coffee and it was good.
Like I tried to tell pmb, i don't live on the internet. I just walk through it, to help make a real world. I hope.

I went to several ghosttown events. which is almost over, so go to the clothing exchange and get rid of / collect some memories this weekend.

j3h gave me his shoes. They're just like my previous shoes, except that they don't bind my toes or have gaping holes or have unglued souls.

at j3h's new house there was a new house that was new and house and and.

i discovered dcba8513492 in 66667 seconds.

I met Artist Adam (Miller?) twice - on tuesdays - , he asks me intensely personal questions without realizing it. I like that. I saw his paintings under the hotel. I know some of the bodies. He wants to subvert the drawing parties (here, also on tuesdays). I approve.

Sometimes Narnia Night reminds me of church

misuba lives here (portland) now, and his girlfriend draws at hipbone, sometimes. which means i should go there on fridays, like i always plan but always postpone.

anonamyst got a temp job doing simple accuracy which means she is made out of pure acceleration and they want to keep her forever but that's not likely to happen. they have a lot of doors.

winterkoninkje moves in, like, tomorrow? he's tall and welcome.

sweetbenny says he has a model for anti-art, portland chapter. i'm impatient. there's a dutch house waiting to be filled with sublimating artists!

I took the Red Pill. the Day Quill. which explains how much i'm writing right now. this is the first time i've been in an even slightly chemically altered state of mind since January 2nd. That's not quite a month but this isn't quite a drug.
Sober people do not have alternate personalities
Sober people have no way to say things that they find difficult to say
Sober people do not have any way of subverting their social anxieties
Sober people have moods and emotions non-stop
Sober people have no excuse